Its more wishing i had had the experience when i was in middle/high school than wanting to do it today tbh. Large groups of people stress me way tf out now, was pressured into joining a work event last week and disassociated the entire time i was there (All of 40 minutes). Work in IT now so not really concerned about pay, but ive always been into fantasy stories.
Working on getting my mental health in order but its taking time (the wait for an appointment is frustrating).
I just can’t imagine bragging about being unique for having been middle/upper middle class in the 90s.